I need to rant...

so don't read this if you are in a good mood. Today is one of those days I am struggling hard not to resent my lot in life. Today, I hate the fact that I am a widow, that I no longer have my husband to buffer me from the things of this world. These 'things' aren't huge things to most people, they are common enough occurrences that they probably don't even bat an eye. To me, they loom big, and black, and ominous, and I just want to run, and hide, and cry, okay, and eat chocolate, lots of chocolate, but I know it won't solve anything.

So, ladies, cause I don't think any men read this blog, cut your husbands some slack, realize they do more for you than you know, and that is a precious thing. Yes, I know they can drive you crazy, mine did on occasion, but oh, how I would love to be driven crazy again.