But...So...

"...He knows the way I take; when He has tried me, I shall come forth as gold.
My foot has held fast to His path; I have kept His way and not turned aside.

I have not departed from the command of His lips; I have treasured the words of His mouth more than my necessary food. And what His soul desires, that He does.

For He performs  what is appointed for me, and many such decrees are with Him.
Therefore, I would be dismayed at His presence; when I consider, I am terrified of Him.

It is God who has made my heart faint, and the Almighty who has dismayed me.
But...I am not silenced by the darkness, nor deep gloom which covers me." Job 23.10-17

So...
"I love the Lord, because He hears my voice and my supplications. Because He has inclined His ear to me, therefore I shall call upon Him as long as I live...

Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; yes, our God is compassionate. The Lord preserves the simple, (that would be me)...

I shall walk before the Lord in the land of the living...

What shall I render to the Lord for all His benefits toward me? I shall lift up the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord." Psalms. 116,1,2,5,6,9,12,13